Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Au Revoir

Have you ever come across a person who is/was an important part of your life and how his/her decisions were strong enough to doubt the way you were as a person? Sometimes, you just don’t understand how some people work. You feel like shaking them hard and making them realise that what they say makes absolutely no sense to you. But whenever you try to do that, not a word comes out. Again, who am I to look down on anyone’s way of thinking? To each, his own. Everybody works so differently and it’s awful when you’ve understood someone all this while but one happening makes you question all that you shared with that person. The time when you need to understand him/her the most, that’s that time it never works.

Just yesterday, you were having the best of times with somebody and today you’re reduced to just pure acquaintances. Sad? It’s tragic. Some changes are so unasked for but everybody says they’re necessary. I can't get myself to agree though. I might not get it now, but one day I will and that’s the only thing I can bank upon.

In a way, the worst way to depart is when it wasn’t any of your faults. You can’t even blame anyone for the present state. I’ve accepted the reality. Give me some more time, It should seep in by then. I’m not quick, I know.

I read this line somewhere.. No matter how hard you try to forget about something or someone, the Universe will conspire to skull fuck you with reminders.
So right. Skull fuck, I like the word.

After all the shit, I havent turned into a depressed soul or anything. I remember being almost devastated when things got screwed up with the ex who wasn’t even half as important. Hell, What am I sitting here wondering about other people surprising me with the way they work..I bloody well surprise myself at times!
But thats an amazing balls-to-you-i've-grown feeling.

Cheating is not always about sex. People can cheat emotionally too. I wonder what hurts more..
No, wait before God gets any more 'ideas' and plans to throw things at me again to make me realise what actually hurts more, I should make it clear that I'm just wondering..I dont need to 'know'. Yeah.

26 comments:

....... said...

You are Unique

Read this if it makes sense

http://searchinglife.wordpress.com/2010/01/13/somebody-like-you/

Disguise said...

You said exactly what was on my mind. =| It's freaky.

" Just yesterday, you were having the best of times with somebody and today you’re reduced to just pure acquaintances"

"No matter how hard you try to forget about something or someone, the Universe will conspire to skull fuck you with reminders."

TELL. ME. ABOUT. IT.

nil said...

Wow, there were certain lines that almost mouthed what I was going to.
And yes,about that part of suddenly becoming nothing but acquaintances. God,in the past 4 months..I've had like,2 people with whome this happened. Ditto.
And then you question everything that you guys ever shared,times,jokes,promises.. And then you feel fooled, I did. I did.
But then,
like you said,after all this shit,we don't turn into depressed souls. And for those who do,i feel nothing but sorry--cause i don't think any of us have even seen a quarter of what life has in store for us.

Take care pretty,
all my love.

The Me. said...

Haha its weird how it happens to so many of us! =\

Darshan Chande said...

Cheating is not always about sex. People can cheat emotionally too. Wow!! You know it!

Ria said...

I totally agree with u on this one....i hate ppl who cheat. :/

- Sugar Cube - said...

Skull fuck. Rightly said!

And yeah being cheated emotionally is just too much to get over.

buckingfastard said...

ahh as da great "patna ke presleys" described it:

tauba tera jalwa
tauba tera pyaar
tera emosanal atyachar

oRange* said...

@...: i read it. made a lot of sense!

@Disguise: i told u there's some connection ;)

@nil: 'i don't think any of us have even seen a quarter of what life has in store for us.' - so right!

@The Me: ya, everybody has their unique way of working.

@Darshan: wow!! yes, i do!! :D

@Ria: even i do. who doesnt

@Sugar Cube: it must be. i dont know, i never was. being cheated in any way would be difficult to come over.

@buckingfastard: ..and BF gets the right song for the moment! yayy!
no 'attyachar' as such okay -_-

Meenakshi said...

yeah..just wondering don't wanna know.. ;)

kewl thoughts.. goes through all of our mind one point or the other.

Siddhesh 'Ravan' Kabe said...

Skull fucking...yeah ossum word...:D

(¯`•._.•[Raaji]•._.•´¯) said...

ah... i could relate to that.

The Crystal Heart said...

Skull Fuck Really Painful.. ...lolz :-)...

Chanz said...

Oh man... That was quite an interesting one. Trust me or no but had the same questions in my mind (or lets simply call it thought).

Cheating is not always about sex. People can cheat emotionally too.

Yes, that is so fucking true.

blunt edges said...

n an anticipatory bail from god before u ended the post! ;)

good read :)

The Bald Guy said...

I haven't really commented here because this post brings back some memories that I would love to abandon though. Stupid bugger memory keeps coming back darn it!

The Bald Guy said...

The sexual cheating is the easiest to do and to get over too. It's the emotional cheating that makes trouble. It's the worst kinds.

oRange* said...

@Meenakshi: yes, i thought i should make that clear

@Sid: yeah

@Raaji, Chanz: :)

@The Crystal Heart: hmm

@blunt edges: haha, ya!

@Ramit: happens happens.
ya u'r right about the sexual cheating thing ..

nil said...

You've been awarded on my blog!
Go see! Grab it!!
<3

prerana said...

That was absolutely honest!

I know that feeling, but I guess for each person, its differently experienced!!

Keep the fresh writing coming! Love your blog!

LITTLE ON THE EDGE said...

hey good thinking ...:)

Yemiledu said...

Awesome gal!
You share my feelings here...
Hugs* You will come over all this to be a bestest person. :~)

Oxymoron said...

people who are the source of our greatest pleasures sometimes end up being responsible for our most painful experiences....and oh yeah...skull fuck is indeed interesting....:D

oRange* said...

@nil: yayiie, i saw!

@prerana: true! thanks :)

@Little on the Edge: :)

@Yemiledu: ya, i hope that happens soon!

@Oxymoron: rightly said!

.... said...

Someone very important becoming like a stranger... my god...!! that is so exactly what I have faced in the last too months. Don't seem to be dealing with too well though... any tips?

oRange* said...

you're asking me for tips regarding this problem :O
i dont know myself. the only thing im sure of is that its happened for the best ..and trust me thinking that helps a lot :)

take care!

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