Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Of quotes.

"...That is why it is so important to let certain things go. To release them. To cut loose. People need to understand that no one is playing with marked cards; sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Don't expect to get anything back, don’t expect recognition for your efforts, don't expect your genius to be discovered or your love to be understood. Complete the circle. Not out of pride, inability or arrogance, but simply because whatever it is no longer fits in your life. Close the door, change the record, clean the house, get rid of the dust. Stop being who you were and become who you are..."
-Paulo Coelho

Sometimes you wish you remained in the shadow. It’s like someone out there opened herself/himself completely to you and you don’t like what you see. And then things become different. You just withdraw yourself, become distant. Those are the times when you wonder WHY you even got to know that person so deep. If only you knew that you would be in for a big big shock..

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Stop and stare.

I want to write something.
And so I shall.
Write anything.
I always write 'anything'
But today I'll really write anything.
See? You see where this is going?
This is so meaningless.
Why am I even continuing?
But you're still reading. So good.
It's raining heavily outside. Bike ride. I want.

Yesterday was a total waste. Stuck in traffic for 2 hours. Bum aching. By the time I reached home, I was drenched. Muddy feet. Hair wet (:O). But I was absolutely fine. No throwing my moods around, whatsoever.
Some progress? :)
Hell yeah.

There's so much happening, in and around but I dont seem to be able to write it out. Writer's block?
How nice.

17 days since I last posted.
Missed me?
I missed you, you and you

I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh

Days are going good :)
And I'm just watching them go by.
It's like my insides are screaming out to someone out there who's job is to throw shit at me ..they're like try and move me baby, this feeling's not going anywhere ;)

Love happened.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Blogger and its fuck ups -_-

What the hell!
The comments on the previous post arent showing!
I'm just getting email notifications!
Fuck you bloggerrrr, I could keeel you!

Monday, July 5, 2010

Just when I thought our chance had passed, you go and save the best for last

I fell out of it (whatever that was)
My case is different.
Unlike normal cases, I'm jumping with joy after coming in terms with my newest *realisation* :)
Ahh, I feel so free ..I could fly. I don't even need wings :O

Okay so as I said, My case is different. Erase it.

Now, picture a couple deeply in love. Love okay, love.
They're in love with each other for years together and then they get married and blah.
And slowly and gradually after all those years of togetherness, they start falling out of love. They don't feel the same about each other anymore. Staying together becomes a duty for them. They're together only for the others around them. Not for each other. It's all a pretence. If given a chance, they would have freed themselves long back but something or the other always comes in the way. And there, a life of compromise awaits them!

What a tragic situation!
This happens. This totally happens. I've seen such couples.
Couples who were so i-love-you-i-cant-live-without-you types, bubbling with strong, intense feelings for each other and then after years those very feelings are reduced to something so insignificant. Life is so unredictable. Forget about your partner falling out love, tomorrow you yourself might not be able to relate to him/her the way you used to for whatever the reasons may be.

Scary? Hell yeah
But this optimistic part of me rises from somewhere inside and tells me that not all cases turn out to be as sour. You have to keep the love alive and it is an effortless thing when the right one comes along.
I completely believe in *soulmates*. Call me someone who lives in a world of butterflies and rainbows, Idontcare.

People change. Situations change. Boredom. Work Pressure. And so many others I can't think of right now.
To battle your way through all that, together ..still madly in love with each other like wow! :)

And if you even fall out of love ..let it free. Don't cling on to a relationship or a person. Accept the fact that things arent the same anymore and let go. You'll be glad you did so!

'In a single moment you might be perfect
And sit In a window of my life
But how much how much more will I get to see?
What would i strive to hide
Now there will be no compromise
So take it in your stride
I will leave you now with a smile'

- Lovesong by Amiel

It's 2:40! What am i doing posting stuff about love and all that!
All of us are stars and deserve the right to twinkle ♥