Thursday, February 25, 2010

Yes, I still exist.

Okay, so these random questions keep popping In my head from all that’s happening in and around. So just solve them ..will you!

What do you do if you hear real nasty things about this friend of yours (A) from a common friend? Stuff you never imagined A could do. I know I keep talking about not being judgemental and all that but I know somewhere down the line, what she said about A did change my attitude towards him. It keeps coming back to me whenever I speak to him. And I feel so hypocritical.

When I look around, why do I see so many people ‘practicing’ self-control but when I look at myself .. I see no sign of it? How important is self-control? Honestly, it doesn’t make sense to me. I feel you should do whatever makes you happy. Suppressing your emotions is just not right, I feel. But now, I’m scared if this ‘reckless’ behaviour of mine will put me in deep shit one day. At the same time I know whatever happens, happens for a GOOD reason so be it. I’m just going to do what I feel like B-)
And then, 40 years down the line when I’m all old and jobless, I shall write in this same blog of mine stating if my decision was a right one! I’m so curious. Haha.
Till then, I think it’s worth the risk ;)

Okay, so I’m sure many of us, at one point or the other have found ourselves regretting not thinking enough before taking certain decisions taken in the past. My question is, how much is enough? :D
Like, when do you know – Yes, I’ve thought enough and now I’m ready to take the decision. Absurd? Yes, I know.
Everyone’s ultra complicated. Some show it, some don’t. I don’t think anyone is ‘simple’. Not at all.

I am out of the loop.
Totally by choice.
Clap for me if you get me :D

Oh and I'm just too caught up with things these days which is why I couldnt read all your new posts. I shall do so asap :)

P.S: I gave the first interview of my life and it was KILLERRR! :)

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Fly me to the moooon.

There are days when you feel like shit.
And then there are days when you feel so loved :)
When you realise that there aren’t enough days because you want to live forever
When you want to spend all the time you have with the ones you love.
When you feel like running away to some other planet and taking them along!
When you are ready to forget all the mess some people got into your life.

Yes, it’s THAT day.
And I’m feeling incredibly lucky to have met some people I have.
And I want them in my next life too.
Like, any how okay.

Some days the whole world seems upside down. And then some how, and probably, and when you least expect it, the world rights itself again.

I realized, to change your world ..all you have to do is change the way you feel inside.
How easy can that get ha?

And now, I want to fly.
And dance.


P.S: Lady Gaga.Is.A.Crazy.Woman.

WHAT, seriously ..WHAT was she thinking?! :O

Saturday, February 6, 2010

When everything's meant to be broken, I just want you to know who I am

Just as I was staring at myself in the mirror thinking about something, I realised that my patience has increased immensely in these years.
Thanks to a few lovely people.
And ofcourse, a few shitheads too without whom it wouldn’t have been possible :)

Everyone’s getting married.
Even I feel like it.
Just that I don’t have a guy in hand now.
Problem na?

When some people make a come back in your life, is it natural to get tempted and get into the whole thing again? What if you want to but history reminds you that it might not be such a good idea? Requires strength to stand up and say ‘go away'. I’m not sure if I have that in me. Talk about tempting offers -_-

I *think* I’m going through a writer’s block.
Something like, you open the word document to write a new blog post and nothing ..absoulutely nothing strikes you! Your mind's blank! That's all.
YES. That is it.

I don't like the number '63'. Make it 64 atleast.
All of us are stars and deserve the right to twinkle ♥