I feel like..

..like acting with SRK in a PROPER commercial hindi movieee!
u know, like running around trees and all that :)

yaaaaay.
are u listening? huh? huh? huh? Sharooooookh, i loveeee!

Its high time

Its time I set my priorities straight..
Its time i know what’s long-lived and whats not..
Its time I understand the importance of the time I have now..
Its time I start making the best use of the opportunities given to me..
Its time I start living at the moment and not give a fuck to whats going to happen tomorrow..
Its time I stop questioning all that’s happening and start enjoying life..

p.s: I feel like going to the terrace and singing 'I'm Alive' :)

When you bless the day, I just drift away, All my worries die, I'm glad that I'm alive!

Cho chweet

Bade achhe lagte hain,
yeh dhartee..
yeh nadiyaaan..
yeh raiinaa..
aur tummm :)

cuteness! ♥

*drools*

OH-MY-GOD! He's just so supercalifragilisticexpialidociously sexy!
He just makes me swooooon :D
damn damn damn!

ah, so hyped up!

Marriage ..wow, what an overrated word! Seriously.
My views about marriage have taken quite a few drastic turns over the last couple of years. Some years back, I would get so excited about getting married. I seemed to love everything about it that time. The whole ceremony stuff, the shopping, the gifts, all the people coming in to be a part of your BIG day ..oh sure, MY SOOOOPER BIG DAY :)
And ofcourse , most importantly ..u get to spend the rest of ur life with the guy u ‘love’ ..and then come kids and blah blah blah

But now, I don’t feel the same anymore. I mean, I still want to get married but a hell lotta questions come up in my mind! Why is this word given so much importance?!
Why is it that if u don’t get married by the time u’r 30 ..people go ‘haaaaaw!’
Yes, a ‘normal’ life would be to get married and have kids at ofcourse the ‘right’ times ..but duh, who made it that way!

I’ve heard guys say ..”ya, I like dating bad girls but I think I would want to marry a good girl” ..wtf! no really, WTF :S
Do things change after marriage? Do people just change overnight thinking that they are now married? If no, then why such statements?!
What if u guys don’t gel well? Isn’t that important! I mean, u freaking have to spend ur whole life with her! What if things don’t work out!
Yes, I know there’s divorce but duh ..my point is that we need not go through all the complications before marriage if we just take wise decisions before taking sucha step.

Ok, now lets jump to my issues with marriage! Im just scared. Scared, not of commitment but scared if we fall out of love after getting married. U know, the whole taking each other for granted thing. It happens, I’ve seen couples around ..unhappy couples who just don’t feel the same about each other anymore. They’re just too busy with their professional lives and handling their kids that living with each other becomes like a duty for them. Now, that’s miserable.

I just hope, im able to find someone ..who’s right for me, like bang on! only then I think, will I marry. sometimes I wonder if im expecting too much..

I have no idea how things are going to turn out 10 years from now and how people close to me will react to my decisions but I just hope I have the courage to stand up for what I believe is right for me.

Damn! Im excited to see whats in store for me and after all this, what i will actually end up doing :D

..oh, I have a lot to say about kids as well but I guess ill keep it for later! Toodles

sob

Sometimes u cry, just for the sake of it..

Sometimes u want cry like crazy. the times when u'r just too screwed and the best way to vent it out would be to cry. so u try really hard to weep but not a fucking drop comes out!

Sometimes u know u'r just going to burst out crying near all those people and before u can even try to stop them..whaaaaaaaam, there come your tears rolling down! just so embarrassing.

damn. that sucks. its like someone else has control over my tear glands -_-

btw, have u guys heard 'cry' by rihanna? its faaab :)

*slap

i deserve a slap, a tight slap
i just talk too much. blabber any shit without thinking.
wtf, do i always have to mould my words depending on the person im talking to :S
thats so frustrating.

especially when it comes to guys ..i mean, i do talk freely about sex and stuff ..does that give wrong signals? maybe it does ..but i cant help it
oh GAWD. spare me

Thoughts..

Some amazing extracts stolen from Brida..

'We dont look for an answer, we accept and then life becomes much more intense, much more brilliant because we understand that each minute, each step that we take, has a meaning that goes far beyond us as individuals. We realise that somehwere in time and space this question does have an answer. We realise that there is a reason for us being here and for us that is enough. We surrender ourselves fully to each moment, knowing that there is always a hand to guide us and whether we accept it or not is entirely up to us.'

'True love allowed each person to follow their own path, knowing that they would never lose touch with their soulmate. Sooner or later, they would be together.'

'At the time of orgasm, the five senses vanish and you enter the world of magic. You can no longer see, hear, taste, touch or smell. During those long seconds, everything disappears, to be replaced by ectasy..'

:)

Me and my love for Bobby Deol.

yes, Bobby Deol :)
before u think im totally crazy to like bobby deol, just hear me out

the guy's actually really sweet. i think he's highly misunderstood. yes, he cant dance nor does he act that well and he isnt that much of a great looker too but still :P
i mean, i pity him. so many years in the industry but people hardly like him. imagine the pressure people! being dharmendra's son and all that :D
i so wish he gets good movies..rather movies in his kitty!

note to bobby:
if at any point of time u need a supporter, im always there. go bobby!

'Soldier, soldier..meethi baatein bolkar, dilko chura legaya'
okay, that movie wasnt thaaaaaat bad.

cant believe I was that bored
o_O

Honesty?

Honesty is the best policy. being honest is being 'good'. you must always say the truth. lying is 'bad'.

i've heard all this a million times but how true is it?! personally, i dont believe in saying the truth always. before just blurting out the truth, i feel its very important to gauge the situation first. why should we always stick to the truth if the people listening arent ready for it? will they accept u inspite of hearing the truth? if not, then whats the need to say the truth and screw things up!
i dont understand why people go on and on about 'being truthful' if they arent prepared to hear it!

i lie. its not a habit but i've lied quite a number of times. most of the times to save both me and the other person from all the complications that would arise because of this small, insignificant truth.
at the same time, i dont think one should lie about major things. major here meaning, somethings which will affect your and the other person's life. so it basically depends on how big a truth u'r hiding.

Sundays..

..i hateeee! i dread sundays :(
whats so good about sundays? the weekend's over (barely a weekend though when u've got college on saturdays as well) and sundays leave me totally bored and irritated. at the end of the day, i just feel fat coz most sundays are spent at home, hogging!

the next week should be smooth. college im assuming should reopen on wednesday. i really dont mind if they extend it till next monday or something.

i recently heard some college students cribbing about how their portion wont get over because of the strike and this swine flu shit.
wtf!

:)

okay people, im new to the blogging world. feels damn nice to create ur own blog and fill in all those small details they ask for. its like ur baby :)
but seriously i didnt know so much work goes into creating blogs. i've made several attempts before and all the times i was too lazy to finish. procastination yes, my other name!
well well, i really dont know how ill pull this off but writing's always been a hobby so lets see!

p.s: i suck at keeping names. hence, this totally absurd link and blog name.