Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Get serious already!

I always knew I was defocused. I have always been continuously reminded to get serious and to not lose focus. Focus. I hate that word. I just seem to get bored easily, my fault?
Okay fine, my fault and I’m going to change that this time.
I’m in awe of people who are so hardworking. You know, like those who are so sure of what they want and have the balls to stick to it no matter what and are ready to get rid of anything that stops them from reaching their goal. So fucking determined. OMG. How do they do that?

19 years and I still don’t know how it is to work HARD.. with all your heart and soul. Sounds dreadful. I’ve just been awfully lucky till now but I don’t think I should rely on that for long. And no, I’m not complaining either. You can keep me lucky for life. Really

Okay so that is it.
11th May 2010 resolution: I have to, just have to work my butt off, remain focussed, stop taking things lightly and get down to some serious business. I don’t want to give anyone, even myself, a chance to lecture me later on how I wasted these oh-so-precious years.

Even though I hate the thought of CAT and all those horrible MBA entrance exams, I need to give them a fair chance. I really want to get all omg-i-love-mba and oh-i'm-so-kicked-about-the-entrances! Can't believe I'm saying this but yeah. I think I know what I want.

I shouldnt have told some people about this blog. There are things I wish to scream out but I'm unable to post them here. What the fuck. I can be so silly at times, I tell you -_-
Block some readers? How? Anyone?

'When I get older, I will be stronger,
They'll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag'
Sexy song.

20 comments:

Ria said...

lol!!ur post jus made me smile....well there were no blogs when i was 19 else i wud hav written something similar. :)

Dont worry hun, u will get there when u hav to. I hav come this far in life, done an MBA and working with an MNC, n trust me i m still not hard working!! :D

♪♪HARINI♪♪ said...

Some time back even I'd told a lot of people bout my blog and then i realised i couldn't post anything anymore. And sadly there is no way to block people from you blog. :( tell me if you find any.

And I've always been lucky. i just realised Ive never ever worked real hard for anything ever :O :O

The Show Stopper said...

Yeah, lovely song!
I feel like I have written this. And believe me, I have written down that very resolution 50 times already. About CAT too.
I know how hard it is. And I think I know you well now through this post. So I will call this one funny. You will find out why when u write that resolution the next time. :)

The Bald Guy said...

You're just 19.

Why so much stress?

Relax and take one day at a time, step by step.

MBA is just another exam with an abbreviated name. You can do it.

Look at it this way, then you can change your name to oRange* MBA!

;-)

blunt edges said...

bloody cool song...have been listening 2 it non-stop since the last 2 days! :D

n all the best with your 'getting serious' resolution :)

Chanz said...

m an MBA and you know what they teach in an MBA... jhoot bolna and how to befool people... Period.

Do just relax... It is just another exam..

malpani.!! said...

Hmm.. well.. i think you'll do great.. just have a feeling..sixth sense.. but calm down already... not get serious already..
and trust me distractions are good stress busters..ask me about it.. ;)

and the song.. brilliant..full of pump and life..

lisen to behane de.. raavan..
btw who do u now want to read ur blogs??

TurbulentMind said...

hey, came across your blog..totally connect with this post :)

Raj said...

:P
smart girl.

and no i cant focus either.
and i m 21.
and i 2 have been awfully lucky all my life.
how else cud i have made it into a national level eng collg?
phew sounds good :P

and as for blockages, make the blog private, send invites to people who you want to allow to read the rest can uh... fade away :)

and if u dont want me to read, just say. :)

cya

oRange* said...

@Ria: nice! Sounds good! :)

@Harini: i know! Guess I'll have to make another one :(

@The Show Stopper: wow, that gave me so much hope :P

@Baldie: Stressed and me? Nooooo!
But I should get stressed. Helps me work ;)

@blunt edges: thanks!

@Chanz: lol!

@Malpani: ask you about distractions ..really?

@TurbulentMind: I totally connect with your username - turbulent mind. Right

@Raj: No, I dont want to make it private. No other way right? Lol, I wasnt talking about you! For sure.

Lincoln said...

gud for u , no need to become a dead serious person, but enjoy the learning and it will surely be fruitful :)

the song is awesome......

Anish Patel said...

Wanna Serious at 19!!!! To early kiddie.. I am 28 and Still People advices me to be serious.... yet I am at the same place with my serious friends!!!!!!
Just Enjoy life....

buckingfastard said...

OMG ur starting prep of CAT frm now only..and ur saying dat ur not serious...oxymoronic!!!

now i m feeling insecure!! i thought starting prep frm august wud be good enuf!!!

and psst...block the unwanted readers!!! blog is one place where u can be urself!!! dunt care abt formalities!!

:) these are the 2 lines i also totally love frm dat song!!!

oRange* said...

@Lincoln: :P

@Anish: omg! everyone has the same story :O

@BF: lol, i havent started as yet. so, I'm with you in that! Block ..how? how? how?

Darshan Chande said...

You can't block specific readers. No way :P

Pesto Sauce said...

Cheer up, we all are like that when 19

{ I V Y } said...

don't worry, be happy :) :)

sakhii•• said...

cool blog!!
i like:P

LITTLE ON THE EDGE said...

heya.......!!!!

im sry i never noticed 19 ....anyway ,guess we're both on the same boat here.Even i'm so bloody irritated about how i cant stick to what i think i have to do....n end up not doing it....good luck...tell me how it works out :)

nil said...

ZOMG CAT from abhi se?!!? :OO
dude why?! you're super smart, why the hell with all the worry hun?

dude,i never realized I hadn't read this post of yours. sorry for the super late drop in! :/

and oii I love that soonnggggg :D

oRange*! Chill hun, you'll be good! : )

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