I always knew I was defocused. I have always been continuously reminded to get serious and to not lose focus. Focus. I hate that word. I just seem to get bored easily, my fault?
Okay fine, my fault and I’m going to change that this time.
I’m in awe of people who are so hardworking. You know, like those who are so sure of what they want and have the balls to stick to it no matter what and are ready to get rid of anything that stops them from reaching their goal. So fucking determined. OMG. How do they do that?
19 years and I still don’t know how it is to work HARD.. with all your heart and soul. Sounds dreadful. I’ve just been awfully lucky till now but I don’t think I should rely on that for long. And no, I’m not complaining either. You can keep me lucky for life. Really
Okay so that is it.
11th May 2010 resolution: I have to, just have to work my butt off, remain focussed, stop taking things lightly and get down to some serious business. I don’t want to give anyone, even myself, a chance to lecture me later on how I wasted these oh-so-precious years.
Even though I hate the thought of CAT and all those horrible MBA entrance exams, I need to give them a fair chance. I really want to get all omg-i-love-mba and oh-i'm-so-kicked-about-the-entrances! Can't believe I'm saying this but yeah. I think I know what I want.
I shouldnt have told some people about this blog. There are things I wish to scream out but I'm unable to post them here. What the fuck. I can be so silly at times, I tell you -_-
Block some readers? How? Anyone?
'When I get older, I will be stronger,
They'll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag'